I struggled with how to manage this day or even blog about it. Today was the third year anniversary of my mother's passing. I did not do anything special. I mainly slept. I reflected on the things I had done wrong with Christmas. I overspent and the only answer I had for that was I did not want people to feel slighted. Next year, I will be more careful.
I really wish my mom was still here to help me handle all of this. Of course, I probably would make the same mistakes. My mom knew how to ground me and I miss that.
For the rest of the evening, I am just going to pick up stuff around the apartment and make dinner. Just very sad that my mom is not here with me. I miss her a lot.
((hug))
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