Saturday, February 20, 2016

Feeling Defeated...

I know the dogs are fed up with me right now.  I can barely stand up without excruciating pain.  It is completely maddening.  Walking and Standing are sheer hell.  My back and knee are at it again.

It has been nothing but difficult dealing with the pain.  Hydrocodone does not seem to do anything with the pain.  To compound matters, I feel pain down my right thigh and shin.  

I took the dogs out for a walk about 7 PM and when I came back, I just cried.  It hurt that bad.  I hate being in such pain that I have to cry and wonder why - why did this happen?  Did I make a poor choice back in 2014 to try to get into shape?  Is this my punishment for doing that?

I seriously hope that I can get through to the back specialist for the shot next week.  I am tired of trying to reach out to get this scheduled and nothing is getting done.

To compound matters, the stupid A/C is not cooling.  Very UN-cool.

Maybe the dogs will allow me to head off to bed shortly and allow me to just sleep all of this off?

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