Last night, I woke up from sleep with something on my mind. I had remembered about losing a friendship on Facebook back in December over something pretty stupid.
Unfortunately, I was born with very sensitive feelings. It really sucks because there are times I wish various actions, events, or things did not upset me so easily. That is not the case.
Not that I want this person's friendship, but part of me wants to thank that person for being there during some rough times after my mother's passing. Sort of - "Look, I know we disagree greatly on a particular issue that we are no longer friends. However, I want you to know I still think highly of you. I appreciate your kind friendship during some rough times in my life and for that, I will always be grateful. I wish you well and maybe over time, our paths will cross again."
Not sure if I should do this or not. If I did it, it would only be for closure. sort of like when I finally figured out why a couple of friends from back in the '90's no longer wanted to be my friend. Once I discovered why from the wife, I simply said I wished that they would have talked to me about it, rather than my finding out in a public forum. I was highly embarrassed at the time. After that, I just closed the book - I never searched for them again. It was done and I moved on with life. I cherished their friendship while I had it, but now, we had our separate ways.
I still have this person's phone number in my phone. That is the only reason why I even consider that.
I do not know...
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